Monday, October 31, 2011

Bakal Penulis (Writer to-be)

Salam and hello semuanya! :)

Pagi ini makan sarapan pagi bersama kawan2 di satu gerai berdekatan. Sepinggan nasi lemak dgn lauk kari daging bersama ubi kentang hanya rm1.50. Saya juga memesan secawan teh o panas. Tak sangka juga harganya hanya rm0.50. So, belanja utk pagi ini hanya rm2.00. Sangat save budget kerana tadi makan juga agk kenyang dan tak perlu lagi mkn tengahari! :)

Di office, hidup agak membosankan. Maklumlah, cuti semester dan tiada pelajar. Sebenarnya, masih byk kerja yg harus disiapkan. Cuma mood masih belum ada. Skrang, saya perlu memotivasikan diri utk menyiapkan satu lagi projek bersama supervisor di USM. Insyaallah, if ada rezeki, dpt menulis dan terbitkan...n dapat la royalty.hehe!

Buat pengetahuan semua, ada satu lagi impian saya yg masih belum tercapai. Nak jadi seorang penulis novel yg berjaya. Skrang ni, saya tgk byk juga novel melayu yang laris di pasaran tapi kebanyakannya semua berkisarkan cinta. Maklumlah, zaman remaja..budak2 perempuan suka la kisah2 cinta. Teringat pula zaman sek.menengah bila dapat surat cinta dari budak dari sekolah lelaki. Kat sekolah saya dlu, semua pelajar sekolah perempuan. Jadi, ramai jugalah yang menggedik utk berkawan dgn mereka yang bersekolah lelaki. Yang ber'couple' lagi lah ramai tapi semuanya hangat2 tahi ayam. Sekejap putus dan ber'couple' dgn lelaki lain pula. Tgk2 zaman skrang, semuanya jumpa pasangan yang takda kena-mengena dgn lelaki yng mereka jumpa semasa sekolah.hehe!

Ada sekali saya berkongsi hasrat saya utk menulis novel kepada ayah dan ibu. Mereka sangat menyokong. Lagipun, masa sekolah dulu..mmg saya selalu menulis cerpen...dan sering memperoleh markah yg tinggi utk Kertas 2 Bahagian Esei. Manalah tau yg itu merupakan salah satu motivasi utk menceburkan diri dlm bidang penulisan. Novel di pasaran mmg byk..seperti cendawan tumbuh di musim hujan. Tapi yang berkualiti itu kurang. Kebanyakan penulis menulis utk mendapatkan perhatian remaja perempuan untk membeli dan menangis..dan mereka akan ambil wang royalty utk setiap jualan. Kadang2, bahasa yang digunakan juga bahasa pasar dan menggalakkan budak sekolah bercinta. Memang susah la jika begini. Harap2, byk la penulis yang menitikberatkan hal ini dan lebih byk menulis berkaitan cinta yang diselitkan dgn unsur agama.

Malah, moral di kalangan muda-mudi kita sekrang makin lama makin teruk. Masalah sosial merata2. Tak tau apa nak jadi zaman skrang. Biasa lah, dunia dah akhir zaman...mcm2 boleh berlaku. Tak dapat saya byangkan bagaimana nak membesarkan anak2 di zaman yng serba moden ini. Disebabkan itulah, perlu kahwin dgn lelaki yg soleh dan tak tinggal sembahyang 5waktu. Sya mmg pantang juga la sekiranya lelaki jenis tak endah bab2 smbahnyang ini. Apabila jadi ketua keluarga, kenalah pandai didik anak bini. Semoga Tuhan mengkabulkan permintaan hambaNya yang menginginkan suami soleh :) Orang kata, walaupun belum berkahwin atau ada anak..skarang la masa utk berdoa utk dapat anak yang baik2 dan mendengar kata. Insyaallah, anak2 saya yg kacak dan cantik nanti semuanya akan dididik dgn ilmu agama yg sempurna. Ini janji ibumu :)
* How i wish this blog still exists when i have my own children!

Sekian sahaja pada hari ini. Semoga kita bertemu di lain masa :)

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Facebook's Fool

It's Sunday Blues..
I log in to my facebook and as usual, posted things on my wall and commented on ppl's wall post. Of all the many things being posted daily, I think Facebook should change the status from "what's on your mind" to "what's your problem today". LOL. And again, due to the rainfall (i wish it's Fall not raindrops) and sunny weather, i spent most of my weekend lying on bed and chitchating with ppl online. The funny part was when a guy whom i dont know (blame me for accepting all the friends' requests), is trying to menyiasat whether i go dating on the weekend etc. When i said i didnt, he asked me about my hubby and how many kids do i have. Well, idiot.. you can easily view my profile to find out my details kot.. whether i am single, married or divorced - or with whom i hav a relationship with - Well, it is none of your business.

Knowing that he is a stranger, i then told him a lie that I am happily married with two kids.

Well, that is the best answer i could ever give. I dont know why i lied, but probably because i hated it when he keeps their identity hidden but at the same time wanted to find out more about you. For your info, the guy refused to tell who he is - he never uploaded photos of his, never exposed his biodata and profile to the public but then, he is excited to know you; especially when he himself can view your photos and profile.

Suprisingly, it did not end there. He then wanted to know my husband and kids' names. LOL. What would you do if you WERe me? Not expecting to waste more time, i told him i was bz with my hubby and my two beautiful kids - that we are going to the lake nearby for a picnic.

I guess he got enough and left.

Facebook's fool.I'm sure he wished that it is not April :p

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Date, Dating ,Outdated.

The date today is 8th October, 2011. Yesterday was 7th and tomorrow's gonna be the 9th. But again, what is the significance? Would anyone out there really care about the month, the date or the year? They were just numbers which guide and determine the day you are living on this earth. And again, you will never knw what will happen in the future and the very moment you are going to leave this world.

When talking about numbers, i was never really good in Maths nor brilliant in arithmetic but i was quite bright in numbers. I easily remember numbers (especially when the date has something significant with certain events) and recognize the rhythm of music. Thus, it made me easy to remember birthdays, telephone numbers and home address of my friends even though i never jot them out on a paper. My brain is the calendar - and even until nw, i never used a diary and i never forget the date of my department meeting, my appointment with students etc. Amazing, huh??

Some ppl might feel it is a gift from God. But in the darker side, it's difficult for me to forget certain sad events or blaring tragedy. Sometimes, i used to wake up in the morning and the atmosphere brings me back to the past once i remember that particular date. Well, here are a few important dates in the long time ago in which i cant erase from my mind. They are plunging my mind anywhere i go!

2 Sept - my ex birthday
29 Oct - anniversary with ex
6 july, 9 August, 31 May - people's birthday whom i never keep in touch with due to certain reasons
16 Nov - my anniversary with lovely one

...and the list goes on!

But i knw that 7th Oct would be in my mind forever starting today!
Coz Westlife landed in Kuala Lumpur to perform their concert here.